You're lonely. You've almost everything you need at the moment but there's this huge void that requires some cavity-filling. Something good might happen.
The question is, will you appreciate it the way you should? Or will you have one of your signature meltdowns again? Are you in a state to handle this?
Months after when you'll read this, remember how lonely you were when any of these good things happened. Remember, god is watching over you. She is just someone who is lonely and finds comfort in you. But do you do the same? You don't have the answer for that. You've extended your emotional side and it's upto her to extend hers. If she chooses not to, or if this whole phase is nothing but a colossal confusion, then you're doing nothing but absolutely wasting your time. Get some sleep, you've work tomorrow.
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